Wrapping up

2013 has been a humbling year. Lots of learning opportunities, character building lessons, and also tests of faith. Some friendships were mended, some were abandoned. But all in all, eyes were opened.

I started to see what certain people were doing. I started to observe the behavioural tendencies of others. Some I called brothers, let me down completely with the total lack of respect for the bro code. Others, supposedly hypocrites, proved their worth and support. Through the past 12 months, I've realised how great a difference a positive crowd can be as compared to constantly angry and cynical individuals. Emotional energy does spread to the people closest to you.

The amount of musical exposure this year was fantastic. I think I've played more trumpet and learnt more stuff this year than the past two years combined. In the musical arena, there were a couple of firsts as well. Great memories to have, and mostly awesome people to work with.

But without bad experiences, you will never appreciate the good times. Finally got out of a 3 year relationship. Quite a huge sigh of relief, and yet an excruciating longing for a familiarity. But seeing the things she has done, and is currently doing, I just feel sad for her. The choice of company she picks, the choice of flings. Which leads us back to the bro code. Disappointing.

2013 saw the increase in personal confidence as well. Especially through writing, thus the two new blogs. Expressing ones thoughts through words and poems set a definite grounding to my emotions and thoughts. Especially when my works gain affirmation and encouragement from others.

To my friends, I'm glad you stayed by me when I almost gave up. I'm glad that you guided me back to the right path, instead of the downward spiral I was on. I'm glad that you brought light and hope into me so that I could learn to live again. I'm glad that through you, i found me, and a little more strength to carry on living.

To end this post, as well as the year, I leave you a little something to ponder upon.

"Through looking at your choice of friends do you truly see who you are."

Merry Christmas, and may 2014 be a fruitful year for you.